Dear Maud,
I know your full name is Lucy Maud Montgomery, but I'm of the understanding that you preferred to be called just Maud. Without an E. Which is interesting, given that your iconic and beloved character Anne Shirley always insisted upon Anne WITH an E.
I know you received millions of these gushing fan letters in your time, and even after your time. So what could I say that hasn't already been said? Most likely nothing. But I'll say it anyway.
Just like many of your other readers, I feel like we could have been kindred spirits. I love the way you wove warmth and humour into all of your stories. The way you described the setting of Prince Edward Island in such a poetic and evocative way.
It almost felt like I was there strolling through Lover's Lane, breathing in the majestic splendour of the White Way Of Delight.
I could taste the currant wine and plum pudding. I longed for a dress with puffed sleeves, even though puffed sleeves are quite ridiculous these days.
You made me fall in love with Gilbert Blythe. As well as girl crush on Anne Shirley. That's not weird at all, right?
Even many decades after I first read your books, I can still pick them up again and be enchanted. They're like familiar old friends. There is so much comfort and joy amongst their pages.
And Maud, I must confess, I love to dabble a little with writing. Tapping and scribbling away. For no other reason than it just makes me feel better. Just like your other heroine Emily Byrrd Starr, I need to 'write it out'.
As you wrote in Emily Of New Moon,
"Emily, in the delightful throes of literary composition, was lost to all worldly things." (p83).
YES.
But much to my chagrin, I lack your fire. Your fierce determination. Your drive and ambition. I read that you were so driven to write that you awoke early, even during frosty Canadian winters, and wrote. Myself, and many others are forever grateful that you did.
It haunted me to discover that ultimately you may have, in fact, taken your own life.
It pains me to think of someone who gave so many people so much joy, being in such distress and turmoil herself. I'm also reminded of one of my other hero's: the late great Karen Carpenter. And then I wonder why I seem to be drawn to such figures. Talented, humorous, kind but ultimately troubled.
I had always hoped that one day I may be able to visit Prince Edward Island and pay my respects. This possibility is becoming more remote, but I guess you never know.
In the meantime, I can revisit your wonderful words and characters.
Thank you, Maud, from a heartfelt fan and kindred. Thank you for the beautiful gift of your writing and imagination.
I will remain yours respectfully,
Ness
Written for Festival Of Words 2018 Day 6, using the prompt:
Day 6 – 29 Jun – Write a letter to a person who supported your writing career, whether that be a friend, a family member, a teacher (even one that supported you at a very young age before you knew that it would blossom into a writing career), an author you’ve never met but have been inspired…
Linking up with Write Tribe for Festival Of Words.
Brought back my own fond memories of the unforgettable Anne of Green Gables. What a beautifully penned letter that was..hope you do get to see PEI even though it’s so far away from where you are . May be if you really want it ?
ReplyDeleteI am an Anne fan too. Love it. Thank you for introducing me ti Maud!
ReplyDeleteI had no idea that she took her own life. It's even more painful to think that people like her who have brought so much joy to others, don't consider themselves worth live.
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