The other day I went to pick up Mr 4 from kindy, Mr 11 and 8 trailing behind me. Both had 'graduated' from the same kindy, replete with caps and gowns. Can you believe it? Five year olds 'graduating'? Anyway, as we filed back out the door, the rather talkative lady who runs the day care exclaimed over how much the boys had grown, adding "Are you going to have any more, Vanessa?"
"No," I replied quickly "I'm too old."
She scoffed at this, then declared "But, you have to have a girl!"
Seriously? Is someone coming to arrest me if I don't? Is there a law saying we all have to have at least one child of each gender? Did I miss that memo?
We definitely won't be having a daughter. We're done. I had a tubal ligation a few years ago. Therefore the relief I feel every month, getting a period is slightly ridiculous. It's just that after everything about pregnancy being slightly bizarre for me, I fear it could still happen. I tried for years, in my 20's when supposedly women are more fertile. At the time even fertility treatments did not work. With my first pregnancy I didn't even know it was happening until it was all over bar the shouting, as they say. Then, I became pregnant easily twice when I was over 35. Weird. I worry I could be that random strange person who could fall pregnant in my 40's, after having a tubal ligation. I don't want that to happen, even if I could be guaranteed to have a girl. My family is complete.
Do you have boys? If so, all I really want to know is how to you deal with the Lego?
"No," I replied quickly "I'm too old."
She scoffed at this, then declared "But, you have to have a girl!"
Seriously? Is someone coming to arrest me if I don't? Is there a law saying we all have to have at least one child of each gender? Did I miss that memo?
Not that I mean anything against girls. Especially since I
used to be one. I'm just bemused by the insistence in society that if your children are all male, you must have a girl. It's not the first time people have insisted this to me. In addition, I often get pitying looks and veiled comments that seem to imply I've been given a dodgy deal having three healthy, gorgeous boys.
Does the opposite happen to parents of only girls?
Does the opposite happen to parents of only girls?
In a conversation with another Mum at Playgroup, who has one daughter, she confessed that she really wasn't keen to have any more children. The she suggested that I must have kept going for three to get that elusive girl. Not true. After five long years of infertility, I never thought twice about the gender of my children. I was just so grateful to be able have healthy children.
I was convinced I was having a girl, second time around, when I was pregnant with Mr 8. This was due to a whole load of bollocks I was told by a couple of psychics. They both predicted that I would have a boy and then a girl by age 32 or 33.
I was convinced I was having a girl, second time around, when I was pregnant with Mr 8. This was due to a whole load of bollocks I was told by a couple of psychics. They both predicted that I would have a boy and then a girl by age 32 or 33.
As I was 33 at the time, while pregnant, I believed it. Well, of course they are going to say this. If someone is pregnant it is certainly going to be one or the other. At least that way they have a 50% chance of getting
some predictions (lies) right!
If psychics are going to make up this stuff, couldn’t they at
least be more inventive and make up something really astonishing or super
exciting such as 'you are going to give birth to a genius who will discover the cure for cancer.'
Anyway, because I was so convinced I was having a girl, I
thought I would find out the sex. Another boy! Another miracle for me. We thought we might not have any children at
one stage. Oh yeah, I already mentioned that.
I truly didn’t have any disappointed, let down feeling.
Even though Micky Blue Eyes goes around telling people that
we thought we’d have a third to try for a girl,
such a thought honestly did not enter my mind. I knew by this time that we only made boys
for whatever reason. When I had a late miscarraige at 19 weeks with our third baby, another boy, I was devastated. It wasn't as if I didn't care just because it was boy. So,when we were lucky enough to have a fourth boy, again, I was delighted.
I like being a mother of boys. Yes, there are things that go
with it that are tedious. As much as I
don’t have patience for many boy type things. Lego, Star Wars, Spider Man, Lego,
Harry Potter, Lego, Lego and more bloody Lego.
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| Taken by Mr8: some of his favourite things. |
Seriously, that stuff is the Cancer of toys.
It seems to multiply and spread to the most inconvenient places. Just when you
think you have beaten it or contained it one place, there it is again. Everywhere.
In the bath tub, backyard, kitchen, and your bed. Right under your backside, naturally, when you heave your weary bones in at midnight, absolutely knackered.
Plus, we haven't exactly had the most illustrious track record with the stuff, as it has necessitated two trips to the hospital thus far. Once, when Mr 8, then Mr 5, helpfully shoved a tiny piece up his nostril. Another, when Mr 4, then Mr 3, was suspected of swallowing a piece. X-rays confirmed that it was, in fact, a false alarm, thankfully.
However, I suspect I would have even less tolerance for many
‘girly’ things. Particularly craft. I’m just not that into it. There, I said
it. All that glitter, pipe cleaners, felt paper, beads and fiddly crap.Plus, we haven't exactly had the most illustrious track record with the stuff, as it has necessitated two trips to the hospital thus far. Once, when Mr 8, then Mr 5, helpfully shoved a tiny piece up his nostril. Another, when Mr 4, then Mr 3, was suspected of swallowing a piece. X-rays confirmed that it was, in fact, a false alarm, thankfully.
Plus, I don’t really do pink and frilly. Pink makes me puke, generally. No doubt if I'd had a girl or girls I would have crossed over to the pink side and went crazy buying pretty things. Therefore having boys has helped us to save money. (I'm conveniently ignoring the fact that we are flat broke bogans.) I do tend to assume that being boys, when they grow up they will go their own way, while a daughter would stay closer to their parents. However, I probably believe this because I'm still a Mummy's girl (and a Daddy's girl) at 42. Not every female is. Ahem.
As a mother of boys, I also made the decision to call their
dangly bits by the correct term. A penis is a penis, the same as an arm is an
arm, right? This mortified my mother who had told my brother growing up that it was
a ‘Charlie’. Apparently the look on his
face the first time he was introduced to somebody named Charlie was priceless. We definitely won't be having a daughter. We're done. I had a tubal ligation a few years ago. Therefore the relief I feel every month, getting a period is slightly ridiculous. It's just that after everything about pregnancy being slightly bizarre for me, I fear it could still happen. I tried for years, in my 20's when supposedly women are more fertile. At the time even fertility treatments did not work. With my first pregnancy I didn't even know it was happening until it was all over bar the shouting, as they say. Then, I became pregnant easily twice when I was over 35. Weird. I worry I could be that random strange person who could fall pregnant in my 40's, after having a tubal ligation. I don't want that to happen, even if I could be guaranteed to have a girl. My family is complete.
I feel blessed to have my boys and I hope I can bring them up to be decent men. Even if we are something resembling bogans, at least we are nice bogans. Or noice ones, as the case may be. Also, undoubtedly one of the best things about having boys, apart from all the cuddles, is that Micky Blue Eyes loves
taking them out to soccer games and occasionally camping. Which gives me that
much coveted quiet time. It’s a win/win situation for us.
And one day, I hope, they will eventually lose the
fascination with Lego. Do you have boys? If so, all I really want to know is how to you deal with the Lego?
