Hello again, groovers and shakers! Yep, I'm still alive and kicking. Well, alive anyway. I don't really kick anything. That's far too energetic for me. Alive and sitting, shall we say? Sounds good to me. I do miss my little ramblings here, so I figured why not check in with another stock take? And I did. Here it is:
Making: I don't really make things, unless you count the three humans I made. And I'm well and truly done with all that. Oh yeah, I DO occasionally make those humans dinner. So that's something. Though I've also discovered that if you wait long enough everyone will just eat cereal instead. Scientific fact, apparently. Genius.
Drinking: Not enough. Related: I would love a drink right now. I'm talking booze, not tea. Side note: as I type this it's Saturday afternoon, in case you are reading this on Monday morning concerned that I have a problem.
Reading: I just finished reading a novel called Elizabeth Is Missing by Emma Healey. I enjoyed it. I still have a huge TBR pile. In fact, if you ever hear any news reports of a woman being buried alive by all her waiting to be read books, there's a good chance it's me. But what a way to go.
Wanting: The previously mentioned alcoholic beverage. I deserve it. Sniff.
Looking: For ideas for assessments (I'm studying for a Diploma of Library & Information Services for those who don't know).
Deciding: See: Looking. On assessment stuff. One of the units/subjects is Maintaining Digital Repositories (every time I say or type that last word I have to remember not to say suppositories - that would be quite a different subject! ). For this subject we need to digitise some photos. Of course, I am the one weirdo who never takes any photos. So yeah, I had better get on it.
Incidentally, how DO people take photos with their phones. I can never see anything outdoors because of the glare. Just me?
For another unit/subject, Training In A Library Environment, we have to give a presentation on a topic of our choice. Decisions, decisions...
Wishing: That cancer was just a zodiac sign. Yeah I've said it before, but seriously. F@$k that cancer shit. Side note: I'm FINE. Still cancer-free! Just in general. Cancer SUCKS.
Enjoying: I'm quite enjoying the diploma thingy. It's challenging, but in a good way. Good stress and all that, as my psychologist says.
Waiting: For the kettle to boil. Then I wander off to do something else and forget the tea or whatever and start again... And again...
Liking: The weather is quite splendid in my neck of the woods right now. As soon as I say that, the fires of satan will spring forth to incinerate us all again. I'm scared now. NOOOOOOO!
Wondering: What to have for dinner. If I keep wondering it'll be cereal. See above.
Loving: Being able to sleep when the weather is cooler.
Wishing: Wait, do I get another wish?!
Listening: To SILENCE. It's SUBLIME. Related: I'm home alone. This does not happen very often. Ahhhhh, the SERENITY.
Considering: What sentence to type for "Considering." Yeah, I really didn't consider that enough.
Buying: Groceries, and stationery that is needed for Tafe. Cause it's totally all for Tafe. Yep. Absolutely. Ahem.
Watching: I've been watching The Heights on Iview. Nice little distraction. I like it. Recently I also re-watched the 1995 BBC production of Pride & Prejudice starring Colin Firth. I hadn't watched it in decades and had forgotten how good it was. SO good.
Marveling: That I'm actually doing this library diploma thingy. True, it's nothing monumental, but it's HUGE for me.
Hoping: I pass my assessments.
Needing: A neck and shoulder massage and a million dollars should suffice.
Questioning: If I'm doing the right thing studying again at my age with no guarantees that it will lead to employment...blah blah blah...
But screw it, I'm doing it anyway!
Smelling: Coconut shower gel.
Wearing: Lots of pants with elastic waists. Not good.
Noticing: I am slowly changing some habits. Not likely to ditch the elastic waisted pants just yet, but you never know...
Knowing: I don't need to know all the answers. Everyone is making it up as they go.
Thinking: About thinking styles and cognitive distortions.
Admiring: Everyone who keeps trying despite their struggles.
Getting: Older. Which is a good thing.
Opening: Folders and handouts and databases related to studying.
Closing: Facebook. Mainly cause I can't connect to Wi Fi when I'm at Tafe. Details.
Feeling: My moods change often (thank you, menopause), but just now I feel quite contented.
Noticing: That I already covered Noticing. See above.
Embracing: Study and (GASP) ROUTINES! I know, I don't believe it either!
But, I get up early(ish) and exercise and meditate. I've only missed a couple of days in the last month or two. When I say exercise, it might only be for ten minutes, depending on how much time I have. But anything is better than nothing, right? That's my theory anyway. It's a start.
So there you have it. Stock take completed!
Stay tuned for another stock take, coming soon to a blog near you!
Look, I just really don't know how to end things...
Obvious!
The End.
Too abrupt? Oh well.
Until next time, people. Stay groovy.
Over and out.
